So You Remember..., by Brian DeLizza

So You Remember...

by Brian DeLizza

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1.	Reflection (Intro) 00:42		buy track
2.	In a Different Light 02:52	lyrics	buy track
Oh life, whatchu doing to me? Why you gotta be so hard? Am I right? or is it that I want to be The one who is in charge Well I guess I'm fine With what was given to me And that everything is in the cards Shit, what a life That we all lead Still not sure if leaving's hard When I'm 33 miles in the clouds So high up that I can't see down I'll view it all in a different light When I'm 66 miles in the clouds Too far gone no turning round now I'll view it all in a different light A whole life spent pursuing a dollar And a dream but the thing is it all means nada If this is not my life It's not up to you how this thing behaves Winter's gonna come trust I've seen these days It's all cold in the end Floating off of the edge of the earth Got a lot of time to question what it's worth Got a lot of time to question all the words Floating off of the edge of the earth Got a lot of time to question what it's worth Got a lot of time to question all the words When I'm 33 miles in the clouds So high up that I can't see down I'll view it all in a different light When I'm 66 miles in the clouds Too far gone no turning round now I'll view it all in a different light
3.	Opinionated 03:33	lyrics	buy track
You've bound my hands Oh what am I to do I'll stand my ground You're confused on who is who And it failed me It failed me from the start And it impairs me Much more than I thought I know days get better than this Sometimes this life is like a bottomless pit It's an abyss and you're standing waist deep in the shit Then it's hands over feet screaming waving a fist Waving a flag screaming that's it Hating and mad and maybe bat shit So I'll cast a spell and call it magic Hold a bat to the world get ready bash it Go All the best things never are easy And I deliver to you, I deliver to you That, all the best things really aren't easy It's the truth, it's the truth, living proof Check check to the one I'm in love with drums I'm in love with keys and synths Thought life would be a breeze, a cinch So i play these instruments And these words I invent And if you catch my glimpse Then you get it, you're in I'm opinionated don't blame me for that I'm rewinding to get my thoughts back on track I didn't think this life would go the way it has But it has, but it has, I'm not mad I know days get better than this Sometimes this life is like a bottomless pit It's an abyss and you're standing waist deep in the shit Then it's hands over feet screaming waving a fist Waving a flag screaming that's it Hating and mad and maybe bat shit So I'll cast a spell and call it magic Hold a bat to the world get ready bash it Go Fall to your knees Still can't breath (never said it was easy) Fall to your knees (never said it was easy) Still can't breath Fall to your knees You still can't breath You fall to your knees You still can't breath
4.	Sorry, Kiddo 03:31	lyrics	buy track
Broken vases Dripping water You've got forever To get farther One step Then a hundred steps Where did it go What will you say when the world crashes in But I am you in a different form And I remember you back when you were young What will you say when your world crashes in And I am you in a different form In a different universe when you were young Put your life to the side's Borderline what it is (It isn't right, it isn't right, it isn't right) Falling right from the skies To the abyss (skipped earth) For as long I remember, it's felt like September And I always get ahead of myself About 12 years old, out in the fall cold Sitting on the park bench by myself Those were the days (The whole world ahead of me) Those were the days (Back when it was care-free) Those were the days (Singing xyz) How did we get to today What will you say when the world crashes in But I am you in a different form And I remember you back when you were young What will you say when your world crashes in And I am you in a different form In a different universe when you were young You promised me You promised me I thought you loved me I thought you loved me Hearing echoes from afar I wanna be an astronaut living in the stars I'm gonna be on top now gonna be in charge Anything you want now anything at all Seeing' spirits in the halls Always feared that I would fall Now these people are involved and Nothing is the same to me What will you say when the world crashes in But I am you in a different form And I remember you back when you were young What will you say when your world crashes in And I am you in a different form In a different universe when you were young
5.	She Tells It 02:53	lyrics	buy track
We do it right The best thing we can do is do it right What do you find Under the covers uncovering my mind (No you won't get that from me) Who am I You can investigate you can decide Whole life living with the binds in check Full stop covenant minds is blessed I don't want nothing that rewinds the deck 'Cause the past is days away I've wasted more time away Then achoo bless you you say And if I don't come back today I'll be back tomorrow I, I, I promise Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it Broken back Hopeless act Hold me back I'm goin fast Unabashed and stuck in cul-de-sacs Loop back round hope i don't crash Cool background hope it don't last Probably won't cause i know that's that Probably won't cause i know that's that Probably won't cause i know You can try to be in the dark Just pull down the blinds You can cry and kick and scream But you can't deny Torment yourself (You tried to ditch me on this ghost ship) Blame it on yourself (I don't hold it against you i won't trip) You hope it's someone else (But it's not, you know it never it is) Hope it's someone else Come on now, you know it never is Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh She tells it to me Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
6.	Almost Goodbye, Lucy 03:41	lyrics	buy track
In a different world The grass wouldn't be greener Oh well, cest la vie In a perfect world She's more than just a dreamer I'm at the top, look at me The tide is rising, the page turns over Lost in the process and can't stay sober Chasing the product till life is over All of the voices in her head they keep screaming at her If you watch that blood drip on your pretty pink dress By that point you'll be half way gone away If you have another drink with those half a dozen pills that you've had You can say goodbye to yesterdays And if you don't win, it doesn't mean you run away It doesn't mean you're wasting all your time A waste of time What a waste of a life and Waste of time She is a difficult one to read She is a difficult mouth to feed The tide is rising, the page turns over Lost in the process and can't stay sober Chasing the product till life is over All of the voices in her head they keep screaming at her If you watch that blood drip on your pretty pink dress By that point you'll be half way gone away If you have another drink with those half a dozen pills that you've had You can say goodbye to yesterdays And if you don't win, it doesn't mean you run away It doesn't mean you're wasting all your time A waste of time What a waste of a life and Waste of time A waste of time
7.	Lucky Stars 03:15	lyrics	buy track
Staring at the sun Praying for a miracle She's asking god how come And she's not even spiritual She's got her favorite things but They've all gone away She's looking to the sky For help to face another day And if it's true what they say That even memories will fade away Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far If only nothing else mattered today As the tears go down her face She asks herself Why me again If only nothing else mattered today As the tears go down her face She asks herself Why me again And if it's true what they say That even memories will fade away Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far And if it's true what they say That even memories will fade away Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far
8.	Tides 04:09	lyrics	buy track
Late to work Clean as a whistle She's clever but never acts smart She'll make it hurt Strike like a missile Like a dagger right through the heart But when the tide comes in and her vessel's swept from the moore She's staring at an empty port, with no one to bring her to shore And as she floats away, the sun goes down on an open bay She sets sail into the dark Cause when you're faced with your life And you're staring at the dead of tonight You ask yourself did i do it all right Cause when you're faced with your life And you're staring at the dead of tonight You ask yourself did i do it all right Late to work Third time this week again Full moon please help me find myself Is this, what you want to be How you want to be Who you want to be Cause when you're faced with your life And you're staring at the dead of tonight You ask yourself did i do it all right Cause when you're faced with your life And you're staring at the dead of tonight You ask yourself did i do it all right
9.	The Bridge 02:48	lyrics	buy track
Wind's up Fog's in Top of the hill Problem solving Just a short walk then it's all in It's a short walk, then she falls in Ten steps from the bridge Now's the last chance, question do you wanna live Have you seen it all, is this all there really is Have you been a friend, have you kept your promises Nope, oh well well who has You're just another poor soul the world turned mad Thinking if I give up now they wouldn't be sad Thinking if I end it now it wouldn't be that bad And you should see The way she flies through the sky As she takes off from this earth And you should see The way she flies through the skies In another life She is perfect and everything is perfect Prisms in the stratosphere Her light's split in seven ways There's a shadow of her atmosphere Cast to the world on a global display Disappear, and maybe you'll stay Disappear, what will they say You should see The way she flies through the sky As she takes off from this earth And you should see The way she flies through the skies In another life She is perfect and everything was worth it
10.	We Landed 03:09	lyrics	buy track
I'm just trying not to let my head fall off I'm just trying not to let my head fall off I'm just trying not to let my head fall off I'm just trying I'm riding on the limits Counting every minute Traveling with a long way to go I'm riding on the limits Off to the infinite I'm wandering with a long way to go Now a days it's a commonplace To set foot and stay Well I'm feeling trapped here And i have to escape away When the chemicals mix together I feel a change in the weather I'm taking off in between the layers of clouds When the chemicals mix together Theres a reaction that can't be measured I'm taking off, and I'm getting out I'm grinding every minute Feels like i'm never gonna finish I need to learn to put the pencil down I'm grinding every minute Never finding time to live it Need a change so I'm getting out I will find you someday The whole thing looking like lifeless change Look at where our minds got spent Whole life lived Time erased World blown up from a tiny place And we wonder where it went When the chemicals mix together I feel a change in the weather I'm taking off in between the layers of clouds When the chemicals mix together Theres a reaction that can't be measured I'm taking off, and I'm getting out

credits

released October 5, 2018

All music and vocals written, performed, recorded,
and mixed by Brian DeLizza
Drum Programming on Lucky Stars by Edward Kelley
Additional Synths on The Bridge by Matthew Moore
Saxophone on She Tells It and We Landed by Forrest Day
Mastered by Daniel Eaton at Little Castle Mastering

Thank you to my family and friends.
Thank you to everybody else for listening.

www.briandelizza.com
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