So You Remember​.​.​.

by Brian DeLizza

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released October 5, 2018

All music and vocals written, performed, recorded,
and mixed by Brian DeLizza
Drum Programming on Lucky Stars by Edward Kelley
Additional Synths on The Bridge by Matthew Moore
Saxophone on She Tells It and We Landed by Forrest Day
Mastered by Daniel Eaton at Little Castle Mastering

Thank you to my family and friends.
Thank you to everybody else for listening.

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Track Name: In a Different Light
Oh life, whatchu doing to me?
Why you gotta be so hard?
Am I right? or is it that I want to be
The one who is in charge
Well I guess I'm fine
With what was given to me
And that everything is in the cards
Shit, what a life
That we all lead
Still not sure if leaving's hard

When I'm 33 miles in the clouds
So high up that I can't see down
I'll view it all in a different light
When I'm 66 miles in the clouds
Too far gone no turning round now
I'll view it all in a different light

A whole life spent pursuing a dollar
And a dream but the thing is it all means nada
If this is not my life
It's not up to you how this thing behaves
Winter's gonna come trust I've seen these days
It's all cold in the end

Floating off of the edge of the earth
Got a lot of time to question what it's worth
Got a lot of time to question all the words
Floating off of the edge of the earth
Got a lot of time to question what it's worth
Got a lot of time to question all the words

When I'm 33 miles in the clouds
So high up that I can't see down
I'll view it all in a different light
When I'm 66 miles in the clouds
Too far gone no turning round now
I'll view it all in a different light
Track Name: Opinionated
You've bound my hands
Oh what am I to do
I'll stand my ground
You're confused on who is who
And it failed me
It failed me from the start
And it impairs me
Much more than I thought

I know days get better than this
Sometimes this life is like a bottomless pit
It's an abyss and you're standing waist deep in the shit
Then it's hands over feet screaming waving a fist
Waving a flag screaming that's it
Hating and mad and maybe bat shit
So I'll cast a spell and call it magic
Hold a bat to the world get ready bash it
Go

All the best things never are easy
And I deliver to you, I deliver to you
That, all the best things really aren't easy
It's the truth, it's the truth, living proof

Check check to the one
I'm in love with drums
I'm in love with keys and synths
Thought life would be a breeze, a cinch
So i play these instruments
And these words I invent
And if you catch my glimpse
Then you get it, you're in

I'm opinionated don't blame me for that
I'm rewinding to get my thoughts back on track
I didn't think this life would go the way it has
But it has, but it has, I'm not mad

I know days get better than this
Sometimes this life is like a bottomless pit
It's an abyss and you're standing waist deep in the shit
Then it's hands over feet screaming waving a fist
Waving a flag screaming that's it
Hating and mad and maybe bat shit
So I'll cast a spell and call it magic
Hold a bat to the world get ready bash it
Go

Fall to your knees
Still can't breath
(never said it was easy)
Fall to your knees
(never said it was easy)
Still can't breath
Fall to your knees
You still can't breath
You fall to your knees
You still can't breath
Track Name: Sorry, Kiddo
Broken vases
Dripping water
You've got forever
To get farther
One step
Then a hundred steps
Where did it go

What will you say when the world crashes in
But I am you in a different form
And I remember you back when you were young
What will you say when your world crashes in
And I am you in a different form
In a different universe when you were young

Put your life to the side's
Borderline what it is
(It isn't right, it isn't right, it isn't right)
Falling right from the skies
To the abyss (skipped earth)
For as long I remember, it's felt like September
And I always get ahead of myself
About 12 years old, out in the fall cold
Sitting on the park bench by myself
Those were the days
(The whole world ahead of me)
Those were the days
(Back when it was care-free)
Those were the days
(Singing xyz)
How did we get to today

What will you say when the world crashes in
But I am you in a different form
And I remember you back when you were young
What will you say when your world crashes in
And I am you in a different form
In a different universe when you were young

You promised me
You promised me
I thought you loved me
I thought you loved me

Hearing echoes from afar
I wanna be an astronaut living in the stars
I'm gonna be on top now gonna be in charge
Anything you want now anything at all
Seeing' spirits in the halls
Always feared that I would fall
Now these people are involved and
Nothing is the same to me

What will you say when the world crashes in
But I am you in a different form
And I remember you back when you were young
What will you say when your world crashes in
And I am you in a different form
In a different universe when you were young
Track Name: She Tells It
We do it right
The best thing we can do is do it right

What do you find
Under the covers uncovering my mind
(No you won't get that from me)
Who am I
You can investigate you can decide
Whole life living with the binds in check
Full stop covenant minds is blessed
I don't want nothing that rewinds the deck
'Cause the past is days away
I've wasted more time away
Then achoo bless you you say
And if I don't come back today
I'll be back tomorrow
I, I, I promise

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it

Broken back
Hopeless act
Hold me back
I'm goin fast
Unabashed and stuck in cul-de-sacs
Loop back round hope i don't crash
Cool background hope it don't last
Probably won't cause i know that's that
Probably won't cause i know that's that
Probably won't cause i know

You can try to be in the dark
Just pull down the blinds
You can cry and kick and scream
But you can't deny
Torment yourself
(You tried to ditch me on this ghost ship)
Blame it on yourself
(I don't hold it against you i won't trip)
You hope it's someone else
(But it's not, you know it never it is)
Hope it's someone else
Come on now, you know it never is

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
She tells it to me
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Track Name: Almost Goodbye, Lucy
In a different world
The grass wouldn't be greener
Oh well, cest la vie
In a perfect world
She's more than just a dreamer
I'm at the top, look at me
The tide is rising, the page turns over
Lost in the process and can't stay sober
Chasing the product till life is over
All of the voices in her head they keep screaming at her

If you watch that blood drip on your pretty pink dress
By that point you'll be half way gone away
If you have another drink with those half a dozen pills that you've had
You can say goodbye to yesterdays
And if you don't win, it doesn't mean you run away
It doesn't mean you're wasting all your time

A waste of time
What a waste of a life and
Waste of time

She is a difficult one to read
She is a difficult mouth to feed
The tide is rising, the page turns over
Lost in the process and can't stay sober
Chasing the product till life is over
All of the voices in her head they keep screaming at her

If you watch that blood drip on your pretty pink dress
By that point you'll be half way gone away
If you have another drink with those half a dozen pills that you've had
You can say goodbye to yesterdays
And if you don't win, it doesn't mean you run away
It doesn't mean you're wasting all your time

A waste of time
What a waste of a life and
Waste of time
A waste of time
Track Name: Lucky Stars
Staring at the sun
Praying for a miracle
She's asking god how come
And she's not even spiritual
She's got her favorite things but
They've all gone away
She's looking to the sky
For help to face another day

And if it's true what they say
That even memories will fade away
Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far

If only nothing else mattered today
As the tears go down her face
She asks herself
Why me again
If only nothing else mattered today
As the tears go down her face
She asks herself
Why me again

And if it's true what they say
That even memories will fade away
Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far
And if it's true what they say
That even memories will fade away
Then count your lucky stars that you made it this far
Track Name: Tides
Late to work
Clean as a whistle
She's clever but never acts smart
She'll make it hurt
Strike like a missile
Like a dagger right through the heart

But when the tide comes in and her vessel's swept from the moore
She's staring at an empty port, with no one to bring her to shore
And as she floats away, the sun goes down on an open bay
She sets sail into the dark

Cause when you're faced with your life
And you're staring at the dead of tonight
You ask yourself did i do it all right
Cause when you're faced with your life
And you're staring at the dead of tonight
You ask yourself did i do it all right

Late to work
Third time this week again
Full moon please help me find myself
Is this, what you want to be
How you want to be
Who you want to be

Cause when you're faced with your life
And you're staring at the dead of tonight
You ask yourself did i do it all right
Cause when you're faced with your life
And you're staring at the dead of tonight
You ask yourself did i do it all right
Track Name: The Bridge
Wind's up
Fog's in
Top of the hill
Problem solving
Just a short walk then it's all in
It's a short walk, then she falls in
Ten steps from the bridge
Now's the last chance, question do you wanna live
Have you seen it all, is this all there really is
Have you been a friend, have you kept your promises
Nope, oh well well who has
You're just another poor soul the world turned mad
Thinking if I give up now they wouldn't be sad
Thinking if I end it now it wouldn't be that bad

And you should see
The way she flies through the sky
As she takes off from this earth
And you should see
The way she flies through the skies
In another life
She is perfect
and everything is perfect

Prisms in the stratosphere
Her light's split in seven ways
There's a shadow of her atmosphere
Cast to the world on a global display
Disappear, and maybe you'll stay
Disappear, what will they say

You should see
The way she flies through the sky
As she takes off from this earth
And you should see
The way she flies through the skies
In another life
She is perfect
and everything was worth it
Track Name: We Landed
I'm just trying not to let my head fall off
I'm just trying not to let my head fall off
I'm just trying not to let my head fall off
I'm just trying

I'm riding on the limits
Counting every minute
Traveling with a long way to go
I'm riding on the limits
Off to the infinite
I'm wandering with a long way to go
Now a days it's a commonplace
To set foot and stay
Well I'm feeling trapped here
And i have to escape away

When the chemicals mix together
I feel a change in the weather
I'm taking off in between the layers of clouds
When the chemicals mix together
Theres a reaction that can't be measured
I'm taking off, and I'm getting out

I'm grinding every minute
Feels like i'm never gonna finish
I need to learn to put the pencil down
I'm grinding every minute
Never finding time to live it
Need a change so I'm getting out

I will find you someday
The whole thing looking like lifeless change
Look at where our minds got spent
Whole life lived
Time erased
World blown up from a tiny place
And we wonder where it went

When the chemicals mix together
I feel a change in the weather
I'm taking off in between the layers of clouds
When the chemicals mix together
Theres a reaction that can't be measured
I'm taking off, and I'm getting out

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